How do you feel
I've ripped out my soul
I'm totally defeated
I don't know what to do
You're making me crumble
Into a pit of sand
I'm tired of trying
To reach out for your hand
When it slowly slips away from me
I know you're not strong enough
To take me from this place and
Make it feel okay but I
Just want to feel like you want to care
I don't want some rationality
I just want totality
To devise a way to make it
Feel like I didn't die
Over and over again
As I look at my page
I want to draw
The thousands of ways
I thought you would love me
But now I'm torn all apart
Tired and my heart
Is leaking out gold
I would patch
Why are you so different?
You're not who you used to be
And why am I so lonely,
When you're right infront of me?
Something isn't right,
I can see it in your eyes
I'm just trying to find
A truth behind the lies
You act like we're so close
But we couldn't be more far apart
And right now I can't handle
Someone playing with my heart
Tell me that I'm dreaming,
Tell me our love's still strong,
Tell me you're not leaving,
Please tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that everything
Is going to be just fine
Tell me you love me
And you'll always be mine
Constantly, we're fighting
It gets worse everyday
And I don't want to stay
Just to
Please Don't Die On Me by crypticshadows, literature
Literature
Please Don't Die On Me
I wrote you a note and it read,
"Don't leave me. I love you."
and alive, you are not dead.
The tears were not worthless,
I understand something lost,
caring is never meaningless.
A mistake, my dear friend,
is a thing we all do make,
they can't let your life end.
To see in my eyes right now,
would reveal reddened worry,
a miracle occurred somehow.
No, I never did seem to care,
that you just never knew,
I promised to always be there.
Frightened, I was so scared,
one second alive and here,
another from this life tarred.
Live, move, love, breathe,
death's farther away now,
and you're okay, I believe.
I wrote you a note and i
I see you standing there
Walking over to him
You flick back your hair
And act like you own the world
I watch you tonight
Think about what you're doing
And I have to cast it away
You are attractive, you know but
You only care about yourself
And I once thought I was selfish
But you are more than I can be
And I feel like you've left me behind
You slide away to his side
I turn my back and know
You're one of them
One of that which I'm not
You are taken by him
Tonight you are his all
But tomorrow he won't care
The next morning, he won't call
You are the ecstasy
Which I will never have
You are the freedom
Which I no longer fee
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I took somethings out of storage... just because I think some people who are still doing trades with me need the references and some more recent trades which I liked were hidden... yea, I dunno... I guess I just wanted a sampler of my art on display so that people can look still.
But if you really want to keep up with me, I've got a new account and don't really use this one anymore, so yes... that's at:
~Dashykins (https://www.deviantart.com/dashykins)
Hehe.. hmm, I didn't mean to worry people with my last entry. I'll explain now though, to avoid any further confusion.
Basically I'm just going to give this account away, it has so much attached to it, and when I went to my new account I wasn't quite ready to completely abandon it, but now I really am.
No more angsty poetry, no more sadness. It's just keeping me down.
So yes, to the people that I worried, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have been so blunt, I didn't think people would think anything of it.
So yess, I'll see you elsewhere! :D
An old fashioned rhyme for you on your special day
Monday's child is fair of face. Tuesday's child is full of grace. Wednesday's child is loving and giving. Thursday's child works hard for a living, Friday's child fears no foe. Saturday's child has far to go. And Sunday’s child is bonny and wise in every way. More about the rhyme: [link]